it is, in the end, whatever the hell I wanted it to be

I'm donating my body to science tomorrow first thing in the morning...
after yesterday's events I have come to a conclusion:
I am way too stupid for it to be just normal standard human stupidity

Somebody (with the adquate knowledge) should have a closer look at this, maybe I am the future.

oben....

he said Im not the one that he thinks about

Good Tess, you are doing real good
if good means...

the explanation is useless, and it almost feels ilegal to put down to words so much of my own stupidity
somebody might read it and realize Im stupid too

da! I almost deserve a price for being so predicteable...


Today I discovered that I have a thing for honey loops.

Pick a part that's new

I have way too many things to do so I think Im just going to go back to bed see if they go away by themselves.

I think I can say that I'm back again, the stupid senseless happyness.
Not an accurate statement if we take into account that I've been systematically avoiding the reason for my unhappyness... but I can keep doing that for a little longer... at least another easy week and then I promise to face it.

Now Im going to plan the day, again.
theoretically and according to the "old plan" that I wrote yesterday night I should I've waken up at 9 and by now I should be in the gym... extremelly unrealistic

Yesterday I found a yogurt that tates like Cherry Garcia Ice-cream
I declare myself and addict from now on

WTF??!!

No me lo puedo creer... yo molaba mucho mas antes

back to square one

De vuelta... de vuelta solo porque me he perdido y estoy buscandome.
De vuelta porque creo que perdi algo hace a;os y me hace falta encontrarlo de nuevo.
De vuelta porque hoy a sido uno de los peores dias de la historia de mi persona...
voy a ver si encuentro eso que se me ha perdido en las ultimas dos semanas
aqui lo senti por ultima vez...asi que aqui deberia estar